Aurora

Monday, October 17, 2011

I have the power to attract people ... But not the power to keep them as friends or make some of the opposite sexes to fall for me .

I blame myself for not being a lucky guy . I keep telling myself that I'll be alright but truth be told , it is really difficult to be a lonely guy . To not have a mate when all your other friends are in a relationship , to not being able to feel love from a person you like so much ...

Every time I think of these , it reminds me of my friend Kyte . Who passed away quite recently . He was a friendly guy , added much fun to the crowd he was in but died like he never lived .

I am thinking of ... What if one day I died for real ? Just like how he did . Would people be sad for me ? Pity me ? What I deserve ? Or just another guy where people say stuff like "Oh , died at such a young age ."

I think FF8 really changed my life , I'm so much like Squall or maybe the other way around . Except that he's got a girlfriend at 17 and I'm still single at 20 . Life's gotta suck when its me huh .

Its all ... just a dream . 8:54:00 PM

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