Thursday, October 30, 2008
He called out for me .
''Hey , Brendon . Could you borrow me your phone awhile ?''
''Uhh ... ? Sure . ''
He typed something . I thought he was SMS-ing his parents to ask them to fetch him at school .
But ...
After 30 seconds he returned me my phone . I was shocked .
Wha ? It only took him around 30 seconds to finish typing ... And i need 1minute to do that ...
Before the screen blacked out , I saw some words ...
I pressed on a random key . It shows 'Jia You' .
He turned , and walked away ... I wanted to speak but my feeling to cry held me back .
Thank you ...
I stared at him ... His figure seemed so huge for a moment ... A gust of wind blew by and i turned , headed to where i came from ...
Thank you ... Thanks for making me realise there is actually warmth in the world ...
Its all ... just a dream . 8:35:00 PM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
By MALCOLM RITTER,AP Science Writer AP - Thursday, October 23
NEW YORK - Just two weeks after a Nobel Prize highlighted theoretical work on subatomic particles, physicists are announcing a startling discovery about a much more familiar form of matter: Scotch tape. It turns out that if you peel the popular adhesive tape off its roll in a vacuum chamber, it emits X-rays. The researchers even made an X-ray image of one of their fingers.
Who knew? Actually, more than 50 years ago, some Russian scientists reported evidence of X-rays from peeling sticky tape off glass. But the new work demonstrates that you can get a lot of X-rays, a study co-author says.
"We were very surprised," said Juan Escobar. "The power you could get from just peeling tape was enormous."
Escobar, a graduate student at the University of California, Los Angeles, reports the work with UCLA colleagues in Thursday's issue of the journal Nature.
He suggests that with some refinements, the process might be harnessed for making inexpensive X-ray machines for paramedics or for places where electricity is expensive or hard to get. After all, you could peel tape or do something similar in such machines with just human power, like cranking.
The researchers and UCLA have applied for a patent covering such devices.
In the new work, a machine peeled ordinary Scotch tape off a roll in a vacuum chamber at about 1.2 inches per second. Rapid pulses of X-rays, each about a billionth of a second long, emerged from very close to where the tape was coming off the roll.
That's where electrons jumped from the roll to the sticky underside of the tape that was being pulled away, a journey of about two-thousandths of an inch, Escobar said. When those electrons struck the sticky side they slowed down, and that slowing made them emit X-rays.
So is this a health hazard for unsuspecting tape-peelers?
Escobar noted that no X-rays are produced in the presence of air. You need to work in a vacuum _ not exactly an everyday situation.
"If you're going to peel tape in a vacuum, you should be extra careful," he said. But "I will continue to use Scotch tape during my daily life, and I think it's safe to do it in your office. No guarantees."
James Hevezi, who chairs the American College of Radiology's Commission on Medical Physics, said the notion of developing an X-ray machine from the new finding was "a very interesting idea, and I think it should be carried further in research."
Its all ... just a dream . 9:12:00 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
I walked on the streets near my school ... I kept my sight on the floor ... As usual ... the boring o' sad face ... A disgust , an eye sore ... But . Nobody even noticed my facial expressions . Nobody at all . They all had faces of their own ... They all had smiles on their faces ... students ... teachers ... shop keepers ... They all look forward to life so much , whereas i've already given up mine ... I'm envy of them . I want the smile on my face again . I want to laugh with sincerity , from the bottom of my heart ... I just can't do it anymore ... Not anymore ... Sometimes i wonder ... Am i the only one ... ? The only one who can't let go the past ... sturbborn ... stupid ... idiotic ... gullible ... Waa ... WHY ?!!!!!!!!
All i ever hoped for ... is a normal life ... WHY CAN'T I HAVE IT !! Why does luck , destiny , GOD ... HAVE TO PICK ON ME ?!?! WHY ME ?!?!?
I guess i'm just despised ... looked down ... stepped over by others ... Insignificant being walking on Earth ... And even so ... WHY WAS I BORN !?!? ...
Despite my 'WHY's ... Nobody had given me an answer ... Not even THE almighty GOD ... I have so many questions ... so many troubles ... so many memories ... so many ... Ugh ...
Its all ... just a dream . 9:28:00 PM
It's ridiculous ... How can my life differ so much from others ... ? Why ... ? why ... why .......
Its all ... just a dream . 9:21:00 PM
NANIYO ?!?!? TEMEROOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH#$%^$&%$^#%@ WATASHI DAIJOBU ??!?! USO !!!!! KUSO KUSO KUSO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...
Its all ... just a dream . 9:17:00 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Staring at the sky ... gasping at how wonderful this world is . Earth is a miracle itself , humans are , animals ... plants ... They are all miracles that happens in this vast universe . Knowledge , unlimited things that we still don't know about this universe . Example , why is the outer space so dark ? If euu say its because there's no light , euu're wrong . If euu say there's no air , well ... it may be true . As particles in air refracts light rays and HENCE ! We , on Earth see brightness ...
I used to smile . I loved the accompany of others . I like the atmosphere in school . School life was brisking of life and energy for me that time ...
Now ... the radiance is gone . On Earth , light refracts through air to make Earth a bright place . I'm a planet with no air . No light . No brightness .
Its all ... just a dream . 8:06:00 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
I'm addicted to this anime ... Toradora! I love this anime ... somehow it makes me sad , gloomy ... I'd always shed tears after watching this anime on every Thursdays 11:30pm . I guess romance stories like this don't occur in real life anymore ... People are just too ... selfish
Its all ... just a dream . 9:11:00 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
My latest craze =D . In fact i've been so crazy for it i searched all over the internet @@'' it seems like the anime has only been released recently ... ANYWAY the first track in my Imeem player is the opening theme song for it . Looking for the ending >.<
Today , went for class gathering . Yeah , quite good . I get to eat junk foods xD which my mum don't normally allow me to do so =='' Some of our teachers came . . . Mr.Chong ... Puan Elly (did i spell her name correctly?) ... Puan Tan Lee Lee (Lol Lily sis) then we had our fill . Got some photos of everyone ... Yeap , EVERYONE LOL!!
I only show some cuz it takes very long time to upload it zzzz
Its all ... just a dream . 3:41:00 PM
Thursday, October 9, 2008
The U.S. Navy's Sea Shadow
Juan Ricardo Oyola Vera in Cartagena
The Formidable class multi-role stealth frigates are the latest platforms to enter into service with the Republic of Singapore Navy, and are multi-mission derivatives of the French Navy’s La Fayette class frigate. The frigates are key information nodes and fighting units, and are “by far the most advanced surface combatants in Southeast Asia". The six ships form the 185 Squadron of the Navy.For Singaporeans , euu should be proud of euur technology . For those Singaporeans who don't know anything about this . Well , start knowing euur country =)
Its all ... just a dream . 8:19:00 PM
