Aurora

Friday, October 24, 2008

I walked on the streets near my school ... I kept my sight on the floor ... As usual ... the boring o' sad face ... A disgust , an eye sore ... But . Nobody even noticed my facial expressions . Nobody at all . They all had faces of their own ... They all had smiles on their faces ... students ... teachers ... shop keepers ... They all look forward to life so much , whereas i've already given up mine ... I'm envy of them . I want the smile on my face again . I want to laugh with sincerity , from the bottom of my heart ... I just can't do it anymore ... Not anymore ... Sometimes i wonder ... Am i the only one ... ? The only one who can't let go the past ... sturbborn ... stupid ... idiotic ... gullible ... Waa ... WHY ?!!!!!!!!

All i ever hoped for ... is a normal life ... WHY CAN'T I HAVE IT !! Why does luck , destiny , GOD ... HAVE TO PICK ON ME ?!?! WHY ME ?!?!?

I guess i'm just despised ... looked down ... stepped over by others ... Insignificant being walking on Earth ... And even so ... WHY WAS I BORN !?!? ...

Despite my 'WHY's ... Nobody had given me an answer ... Not even THE almighty GOD ... I have so many questions ... so many troubles ... so many memories ... so many ... Ugh ...

Its all ... just a dream . 9:28:00 PM

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