Aurora

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

After tuition , i stood outside of my teacher's house at glanced at the sky . I see stars...Many of them but some i can only see vividly ... I recalled somebody once said to me that : ''Every star represents hope for this world.Even if the last star has burnt out,there'd still be the Sun.'' That was long ago ... I finally know what he/she meant.But the question still lurks in my mind.Am i the only one without hopes?Am i the only one without any clue where am i?Am i the only one.Still feel sadness,suffering in this world?I looked down on the ground i was stepping on and rose my head up to look at the sky again ... I felt lonely ... helpless ... It was as if i'm a stray puppy finding it's way back home.I recalled all the happy moments in the past that were once so sweet ... had now became a misery for me as i yearn for a happy life ... If a star represents hope ... then mine should be the dimmest one ... or maybe it's just a false hope , a passing by airplane ...

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I reached home , sat down at the dining table alone ... The warm and soft rice went down my throat as i swallowed it ... But somehow a chill grew from within my heart ... I feel cold , my vision was blur.I rubbed my hands against each other and continued my dinner.It was the dinner of loneliness where i feast on coldness , sadness and memories ... I tasted the rice in my mouth , it's sweet ... but gone as i kept on chewing on it ...

Happiness with a fraud smile , Sadness with tears dried up , Angriness that dwells within , Love that has vanished into thin air , Hope that diminished , Hatred kept silently , Jealousy tainted on the heart ... That's me ... and i know i'm alive ...

Its all ... just a dream . 8:57:00 PM

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