Aurora

Thursday, July 10, 2008

I'm starting to get upset with this life now...It's painful , boring and sure is tough...Everybody seems to be against me.My family , friends , teachers and maybe even God is abandoning me...Sometimes i wonder ''Why am i the only one suffering all these? Why is everybody around me having a normal and happy life while i live a sad and tough one?'' I play games a lot.Ya i admit that i'm sorta stick to the game all the time but that's just to forget sad and unhappy things...My parents and even my grandma always said that i can't earn from games...study more...They like to nag and scold me everyday...I wonder if i am even related to them in the first place.They don't know how i feel.They will never understand the pain.All they know is brag : ''We know everything'' My foot.

Another thing is what i am going to study in the future.Where and when.They keep bothering me about it and even lecture me for not making decisions soon enough...I've already lost my purpose to live in life.So why bother?I don't even know why i'm alive.What for and for what cause...I'm literally a useless person...Everything i do or think is always wrong.I can't think straight.I want to let the burden in the past down but i can't.......Why am i such a fool?

I don't think the future would be anywhere better than now...I hope i die before my dark future...So i won't have to suffer so much...

Its all ... just a dream . 9:04:00 PM

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